2012 is going to be the year that everything changes – I’ve decided to start taking the treatment so that effective January 5th 2012 the change shall be coming. Not entirely sure what changes will occur, they will be good – I have been promised this!
As I look back on the year I have had highs and I have had lows. I made a lot of new friends and lost touch with old. Out of those new friends if you are reading this blog I would consider you to be a life long friend – as you have bothered to click through and read! 😀 Back to the old and to my family – I have distanced myself for many reasons & I know that they will accept the reasons. I needed to do this for myself and for my sanity in order to reset back to the person that I need to be in order to move on. Being my oldest friends and my closest family I know that they will understand, so thanks for your patience.
I’m not going to lie 2011 has been one of the hardest years I have ever had to deal with. I’ve let myself down more than once and it has cost me dearly – through this though I have found that doing something spontaneous can help. I traveled over 8000 miles in the past week to find myself again. I’m glad that I did it. The old miserable Dan got off the plane and was replaced by a new remodelled Dan, ready to take on 2012 fully of energy and life.
Anyway it wouldn’t be me if I didn’t end the year with a poem – taken from my new collection on www.dansheridan.co.uk – this is what I need to say;
I’ve had highs and had lows
Happiness seems to come then goes
No purpose in life – or clear direction
Life learnings are not found in self-reflection
Changing the person I want to be
Rewriting the plan – starts to fuel the mystery
Burning all of my failure & deepest fears
Reinvent – remodel – no more tears
Dan Sheridan (c) 2011